My Christmas

Well, looks as though Madison and Tiffany had a great Christmas. So happy for all of them. I spent Christmas alone, really didn't want to do anything. A friend of mine was going to bring me over a dish from her house but I guess she got too busy. Didn't think it would have been very polite for me to call her and ask her where my Christmas Dinner was.
The weather here in Oklahoma sure has been crazy. Christmas day was 70 degress and the night after was so hot I stayed awake. Really didn't fell like Christmas at all.
Haven't heard from my other daughter in years. I thought of her and her children especially on Christmas Day and just smiled thinking of how Jennifer knows how to make one heck of a Christmas for her children. Looking at Tiffany's Christmas pictures so reminded me of Jennifer. Both of my daughters have the Christmas spirit.
Boy! Madison sure looked as though Santa Clause was good to her. She must have been on the "nice" list!
So,now comes 2009 pretty soon. Hope it is better than this year. I'll do my regular thing I do every year and just stay at home and watch the 2009 Ball on t.v. I'll be alone again but what else is new.
I did get a card this year and that was from my son,Mike. It made me feel happy. Tiffany wished me a Merry Christmas and Sean also wished me a Merry Christmas. Never heard anything from my other son until a few days later when I figured I would email him and wish him one. As far as my other daughter, I didn't expect a Merry Christmas for her. I have several times tried to email her and requested her new email but I guess when she is ready, she will give it to me. She will always be in my thoughts,no matter what.
I guess I am really feeling a little down in the dumps with all that is going on in my life. I miss my children so much and I get to feeling really sad around this time of the year.
Well, guess I'll close for now and maybe write some more tomorrow.