My Boys

I am so sad. I feel so alone right now because for the past month I have nothing more but bad news being thrown my way. I really don't know if I can keep up. My boys have been going through some tough times and this month has been the worse. I really can't say very much of the situations but they are tough. I pray so much for them and hope the 2009 will bring all of them much blessings. They deserve it. They try so hard to make others happy and when they are face with hurt, it just about kills them. Their hearts are so open for others, I wonder at times why this is happening to them. My dream for them is to find complete happiness and good fortune. I sit at home hopeing for a phone call from them and cry with dispear when I know they are out there alone and afraid. Yes, they are grown men but they are still my children and only a mother can feel the pain their children feel. Some day I will have all my children with me and I hope and pray it will be soon. I love them all so very much.