My Christmas

Well, looks as though Madison and Tiffany had a great Christmas. So happy for all of them. I spent Christmas alone, really didn't want to do anything. A friend of mine was going to bring me over a dish from her house but I guess she got too busy. Didn't think it would have been very polite for me to call her and ask her where my Christmas Dinner was.
The weather here in Oklahoma sure has been crazy. Christmas day was 70 degress and the night after was so hot I stayed awake. Really didn't fell like Christmas at all.
Haven't heard from my other daughter in years. I thought of her and her children especially on Christmas Day and just smiled thinking of how Jennifer knows how to make one heck of a Christmas for her children. Looking at Tiffany's Christmas pictures so reminded me of Jennifer. Both of my daughters have the Christmas spirit.
Boy! Madison sure looked as though Santa Clause was good to her. She must have been on the "nice" list!
So,now comes 2009 pretty soon. Hope it is better than this year. I'll do my regular thing I do every year and just stay at home and watch the 2009 Ball on t.v. I'll be alone again but what else is new.
I did get a card this year and that was from my son,Mike. It made me feel happy. Tiffany wished me a Merry Christmas and Sean also wished me a Merry Christmas. Never heard anything from my other son until a few days later when I figured I would email him and wish him one. As far as my other daughter, I didn't expect a Merry Christmas for her. I have several times tried to email her and requested her new email but I guess when she is ready, she will give it to me. She will always be in my thoughts,no matter what.
I guess I am really feeling a little down in the dumps with all that is going on in my life. I miss my children so much and I get to feeling really sad around this time of the year.
Well, guess I'll close for now and maybe write some more tomorrow.

My Creations

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My Recipes To Tiffany With Love

I just edited this tonight..It was long so I removed the recipes. I hope you kept Tiffany. I love you and Hope You and You Family have a wonderful Christmas and a Blessed New Year. 12/20/2008


Just finished reading Tiffany's Blog. Lord, I feel for my child. I want to be strong for her but my heart is hurting for her. I really wish I could be there to hold and comfort her. I will give 150% supported towards her and I will do the best that I can on this end.
I've copied a few recipes for her. These are not only healthy but also, cancer fighting recipes.
Having diabetes is so hard, less alone, having to deal with this other news.
I hope she tries them out and I've also, copied some very good desserts that will do her well.
My prayers will be with her 24/7. I believe, 2009 will bring wonderful blessings for her and her family.

My Boys

I am so sad. I feel so alone right now because for the past month I have nothing more but bad news being thrown my way. I really don't know if I can keep up. My boys have been going through some tough times and this month has been the worse. I really can't say very much of the situations but they are tough. I pray so much for them and hope the 2009 will bring all of them much blessings. They deserve it. They try so hard to make others happy and when they are face with hurt, it just about kills them. Their hearts are so open for others, I wonder at times why this is happening to them. My dream for them is to find complete happiness and good fortune. I sit at home hopeing for a phone call from them and cry with dispear when I know they are out there alone and afraid. Yes, they are grown men but they are still my children and only a mother can feel the pain their children feel. Some day I will have all my children with me and I hope and pray it will be soon. I love them all so very much.

My Prayers Are Out For Tiffany

I have been very ill for the last 3 weeks so I haven't been on here.
I always go into my daughters blog just to make sure she and her
family are doing well.
I just finished reading the sad news that Tiffany has diabetes. I
will pray for her health. She is a strong girl and will make it through.
I wish I was there to comfort her and I hope she knows I do love and
care for her so much. I will start searching for recipes for her and
help her in anyway.
I am still weak and will probably make this one short. The wheather
here is horrible. I hate the cold.

My Tiffany

I am so happy to hear that my daughter and her in-laws have made up. I pray that they all will continue to love and respect each other in the future.
Just reading my daughters blog brought tears of joy, knowing my daughter was not stressing out. I know in my heart, all she wishes for is a happy relation with the one's she love and care for. This blog is such good theropy for her. She can write what she feels, feeling free of expressing all her feelings.
My dearest Tiffany, I have waited so long for you to tell me, you love me and I will always treasure that.
Remember, when you feel you are becoming angry please, take a deep breath and first think over the situation that is happening. Rationalize the situation and back up. Sometimes, if we let go of what is making us upset or angry, it pretty much takes care of itself.
I love you also,Tiffany.
Love Mom